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Monday, June 6, 2011

u and u and u again

so moody now ...mm maybe miss someone and need someone to chat with me...but him still not yet to online it maybe tat guy scare me already ...i have see tat guy online just a while only ..i got sms tat guy and say online din let me know ..and than tat guy tell me just up load report to bos ..i say ok ..! later tat guy sms me again say sorry i busy now have something to do ...

why i should to miss tat guy again ..today tat guy so late just sms me only but so late to reply me ..huhu feeling so sad also ..not like before so many sms coming to me and have a nice chat ..now all become silent again ...tat guy seldom to sms me again ..if sms just a moment only ..i think tat guy was boring to chat with me ...i also dunno what happen ....

tat guy make me so many thinking it ..i cannot to stop thinking of tat guy ..when me working i cannot to hear about tat guy company ..i will more miss tat guy but my friend always say that company name than i dun want to hear it anymore i know i will hurt but i look like nothing was happen to me ...and i dun want to let my friend know i fall in love with tat guy is working in hap.... trading ...

should me continue to update my this blog ... so very moody now ... oh god i so miss tat guy so much ..! i need tat guy more caring me ..but did tat guy know i have feeling with him ? i want to tell him and i so miss him ..very much ....need to hug him , need to hold him hand , need to walk with him..but should me do like this with tat guy ??? no answer ....tut tut tut

today my cousin call me ask me where me now ..i say working and than him say come on i come to fecth u and have lunch gather ...and than i scold my cousin u ah ..wat time now just ask me having lunch ..now already pass the lunch time lol..i say if u want to lunch time with me than need to let me know in early ...my cousin say ok next time ...i say ok no promble ..