my grastik was coming back to me again .. mmm when mr grastik will go away from me always come to visit me .. haiz.. i have to take my meal on time and i will care of my self but still come back to visit me again ... i hate to take medicine .. i dislike .. i want to throw away all medicine ...what u want for me mr grastik .. mr grastik want to hurt me and want to make me pain .. haiz.. why the medicine dun have any respond to me .. after eat will be fine but keeping be pain .. and 2 hour i getting pain .. hey mr grastik can u go away from me .. i dun want u stay in my stomch. dun have place for u stay .. go and go and go ....
i always get this grastik pain .. and i will always go to meet doctor .. until doctor say u again and u again ya .. what ur sick also same have to be change ur sick..i tell doctor yes doctor my sick same .. mr grastik come to visit me always i also dunno why .. can doctor help me check what promble ? doctor asking me .. did u have take ur meal on time .. and i answer so far doctor i take my meal on time ..
than doctor asking me again than u have to eating at outside .. and i anwer mm have but seldom i taking at outside .. than doctor asking me again have u drink some milk .. i say dun have doctor .. doctor din allow me drink than i stop to drinking some milk...doctor i have to pain my grastik already 3 hour .. after taking medicine also same pain dun have less the pain why leh doctor ?
doctor say mm if like tat u have to scan ur stomch why will be like tat ... but doctor i dun want to scan make me so scary.. can me pass like tat just give me medicine than ok lah .. doctor say nope and cannot u have to scan and u have to taking a blood also tat is more safety for u ok.. than when u can start do ur scan and than ur blood .. doctor i dun have any comment .. when also can lol.. i dun have any choice ler... haiz....
mm.. my life is like tat have this mr grastik belong to me .. ask him go him dunno want ..always belong me and always come to visit me .. aduh.. so boring .. many thing i cannot to eat sometimes i so very jelous de lol.. all can eat just me sit tere and wacth them eat .. haiz... not same my life with them ... i have to faith it .. God give me de than i have to be patient .....i have to pray for my self hope this pain will go away .. keeping pray until the pain go and go...
so very hard ... pain but will vomit the lol.. haiz .. if can i want now to stop it .. but cannot already 3 hour i getting this pain .. try to sleep also cannot keeping pain and pain .. haiz.. go to toliet also cannot .. aduh seksa .. i think i not masuk hospital but i masuk rumah sakit jiwa pain until i become crazy ... so u all think i normally ppl .. but now u all know my sickness ....
i start my this grastik when i at NS ...take breakfast not on time .. haiz but i know this is for me learning how pain ... if can i reli want to stop my this pain .. my life should be like this .. akur sahaja . what i can do leh ... terima dengan hati terbuka ... actually i also have one sickness .. but that is secret and i cannot say out .. ^^
i hope tonite i have a good sleeping ... please pray for me .. please spirit come to me working with me .. please God bring my pain go away ... please God give me a good rest.. please God come to hug me please God come to hold me ..please God give me a good meaningful in my life .. please God mercy me .. please God bring my sick go away ... i need u know God ... come to me now God
