why today i become so lonely girl no people come to care me ..mm what happen ya ..i also dunno what happen it .. many thing happen to me but should me be happy or stay happy ..i still cannot to find out the answer ...all thing far from me all gone from me ..should be strong or just like tat ...i tell my self u can do it what happen to me and what will belong to me ...
today i can feeling my friend to get hurt..! looking she sad i so become sad ..and i need to say sorry to her because i also cannot to help u solve the promble and i also dun have change to hear ur promble ...! i know she many promble , about family , about married ..her dun want to lose tat boy ..but however u should to lose it ..come on girl wake up dun make ur dream again ..time to learn it how to lose ur hand rite now and let him go from ur heart ...
i know so very hard to let u lose him in ur heart ..but tat boy cannot to always stay in ur heart ..because tat boy not belong to u ..than try to leave it ..because my feeling same to u ... so why i cannot to help u anymore ..fall in love in someone so easy .. today we can fall in love but so very hard to forget it and stop it ..if me i also cannot to do it ...but tat boy u love have wife and also have 1 son and 1 daugther ...
me now also still have feeling with tat guy still miss tat guy but how i can to let tat guy go far from me ..like cannot to without him into my life..so very hard ...ya i know tat guy never have any feeling like miss me .. because tat guy never do it in everyday ..i hope i can get tat guy miss me ..give me so enough it and i dun hope so much ...many thing happen than we let it happen it ..if me already fall in love with tat guy than what can do it just continue to love tat guy...
i never to be lose and i tell my self how i also din lose tat guy and far it from me ..i will more care of tat guy .. maybe i not so lucky one can get tat guy heart .! because tat guy have one piece heart only and other one already give him wife ..! and just me dun get tat guy piece heart....but friend u so lucky one than me .. tat boy can give u the piece heart to u ..that's means tat boy so very like u , miss u and love u ....
ya i everyday saw tat guy online but how if tat guy online i also cannot to do anything ..tat guy online but tat guy din chat with me ..if tat guy dun chat with me is ok..i know tat guy never will more care me ...after tat guy know me fine than tat guy just say take care ur self ..just tat only ...if can i want the time all become before... tat guy before back home tat guy will say hi to me and say goodbye i need to back ..after back home tat guy will sms me ...
now anything will be change it ...so dun too hope so .. i hope at nite tat guy will chat with me but i wait also dun have ..! in working time tat guy also seldom do it to me ..i also dunno how it .! i cannot to push tat guy than just let tat guy want to do what ..if tat guy dun want sms me also how still same cannot to push tat guy do it all to me ......
dunno who will sharing with me my promble and my thing ..! now tat guy want to know it and tat guy dun want to ask it than better become silent ..if tat guy din ask me than look nothing happen it ...so why i say now no ppl care me ...mmm cannot to feeling it .. tat guy more caring with him wife than me ..me is who ? just nothing give tat guy ..just a friend only ...!
so friend i want tell u ..u so lucky one can get tat boy into ur heart...tat boy more care u than him wife ..so u should to think it ..tat means tat boy tell u already tat boy want to choise u than him wife ..make me so sad ..have boy care of u . if u sick tat boy u more worry about u ...! than dun try to lose it..! keep it and come on girl try to be strong ...u say u miss tat boy hold ur hand , hug u , kiss u and hear ur voice ..but now dun tell me u want to lose it ....if me i dun want to lose it ...i will fight it...! normal if tat boy din like u and love u tat boy wont to do all thing for u ...
but i want to tell u ..i cannot to fight it ..how i fight i also lose .. i also have a promble but u also have ... u cry than means u also like and love tat boy..but i cry and tat guy din cry that means just me like tat guy and tat guy never got the feeling ...! sms me and just want to know my sick and also my pain..after i let tat guy know ..sure tat guy will tell me ..ok lah i want continue my job.... just tat only ..! tat guy no more to ask me ..always ask me like tat...why u lucky and me bad luck ..we also same human ..we also same girl ..all is fair..but u can happy but why i cannot ...
i dun want to say hi to tat guy because i know tat guy will reply me and say sorry i busy now if not sorry now i with customer or with gf or with my bos ...all i know it what u busy will say this all to me ..! i also cannot to do anything ..! sick and pain also dun have beza to me ...mm my life ...
my life is like tat ..the god already give me a wonderfull life ..i so happy ...tat guy dun want to be my side tat is ok ..nvm ..i know tat guy so happy with tat guy famliy and also tat guy wife ...i try to make myself smile but so very hard ..want to smile also so hard and so hard to push my self happy ...! u can do it but i cannot to do it ....like today feeling so sad but i make my self look happy that is not my self ..that is push my self to do it ..smile not natural .. me look happy today but in my heart i geeting hurt again ...dun have anyone know it i get big hurt ...
in my heart i was write down tat guy name and my name put into my heart ..! but now tat guy use the knife to make my heart broken it ...inside bleeding but tat guy cannot to feeling it so very hurt if bleeding it ..! how i delete tat guy name also cannot to delete it ...! so means i cannot to forget tat guy ..! i so like tat guy ...i know all the u god to make me sad like this ..rite mah ? love is not blind...ya love not blind ..but now my heart was blind ....
oh my friend why we should try in same thing and same promble.. why both of us fall in love with tat guy and boy have wife and material in married ...why and why and why ..can anyone to give me answer..! so very silent dun have any sms from u ...than friend u sholud hold tat boy hand and dun to try lose it ..! because tat boy is belong u ..if u lose ur hand u wont to get anything ..than u will get more hurt and want to cry it ..if u think cry can make me happy than u cry i can borrow my shoulder to u..!
if u miss tat boy than try to sms tat boy , if u miss tat boy face than u need to meet tat boy than u din miss it again .. if u miss tat boy hold ur hand ..than make the time to hang out togather than have change to hold the hand ..if u miss tat boy voice and u try to call tat boy than u wont to miss tat boy voice ..if u miss tat boy hug u ..than faster find tat boy back and hug tat boy and dun lose it ...all thing u can do it ...just see ur self ..if u want tat boy make u happy than u more should find tat boy back and not sit at here cry.. if u cry tat boy cannot to see it ..dun waste ur time ..faster find tat boy back into ur life ...
