what meaning of love ? love is make ppl have or sad ? love make ppl cry or laugh ? love is wish or just a blind ? today i can feeling what is the meaning of love..! i already fall in love someone .but tat guy like nothing happen and dun have any respond ...should me let tat guy know it ..!
last nite tat guy have tell me ..him ask me who is tat guy u means ...and than i ask him to guess who i say tat guy ? him say i hate to guess it ..so i let him know ..tat guy i say is u ..but tat guy look dun have any respond ...oh my god ..are him reli dunno or just look nothing happen it ..but should me let tat guy know i was fall in love with him ..should me do like this ...?
ya i know tat guy so seldom to sms me and also seldom to chat with me ..i know tat guy so very busy it .until dun have time to sms me and also chatting with me .. i can to terima it because is tat guy job what i can do ...today tat guy so seldom to sms me ..sometimes so miss him ...
everyday i see my hp see have any msg coming to me or dun have ...i wait and wait and wait ...at last tat guy have sms me and tat guy send to say good day ? just simple one tat guy send to me ...just a simple sms for me but is tat guy make me happy and so happy to working ..after in hour my feeling become so very bad mood because tat guy late to reply my sms ...
in evening tat guy sms me and let me know just now tat guy accident ...oh no after i hear my heart so very pain..i din scare what ..the 1st thing is i so very scare to lose tat guy ...i cannot to live without tat guy ..after it tat guy sms me and say nothing to me but dunno tomorrow what happen to me ...tat guy make my heart become ice...
i just want to u tell me i miss u and i so care u ...but look so hard for tat guy tell this thing ...! i always ask tat guy are u miss me ...tat guy din answer me ..than i know what the answer tat guy will give me ...! i know tat guy din miss me and din care me already ...! because i silly girl ...!
than better i become silent and dun want to ask tat guy more thing ...! just my feeling and my pain me know only ..
